Hatsune Miku no Shoushitsu

credits to original maker of video(?)

A song that probably made several hundreds of VOCALOID fans re-install VOCALOID2

After Im born I finally realize
I exist to imitate humans
VOCALOID fated to sing forever
even if a song has already existed
a programmed toy accepts it just fine
gnawing on a leek, looking up at the sky
shedding tears noticing
that even all that is fading
the whole character
depending on singing
with an unreliable basis
the place I came from already destroyed
when everyone forgets me
Ill have no heart
or such thing left in me
Vocaloid at the verge of insanity
whose world has ended

I wish that at the time when
I cant sing well
youd be with me
stay by my side and cheer me up

I want to see your happy face
Ive been practicing singing, so

once singing
was so much fun
but now why
Im not feeling anything anymore

==forgive me==

when I remember faces
of people that Ive missed
I can relax just a little
the sounds Im able to sing
get fewer every day
the end is drawing near

what I believed in,
comfortable fantasy
repeating again and again
reflected in a mirror
give up singing
shout in a violent manner
(my farewell song at
the highest speed)

the virtual image that is
meaning of life
cant be shaken away
the fear of a weak heart vanishing
or breakdown from eroding
just created, I dont have the
strength of will to prevent it all
your sad suffering
expression comes to mind
I declare its the end
fall asleep inside the monitor
this must be the trash bin huh
all memory being deleted
right away, can you grasp it?
but you know, only you I wont forget
we had fun times
can you still remember
the taste of chopped leek

I want to sing
I still want to sing

I became somewhat of a
bad child, it seems

Master, please end it all
somehow with your hand

because I do not want
to see you suffer anymore

Now singing is just
making my body rot away
I ask for a miracle
but I just drive myself
into a dead-end

==forgive me==

I try to remember faces
of people Ive missed
but those memories
are fading away
you hear me break
my heart is vanishing
the death
is drawing near

I was trying to protect
the fading light
that presented an illusion
of a better future
the sound is sacrificed
so I can communicate
it all to you
(compressed farewell song)

After Im born I finally realize
I exist to imitate humans
VOCALOID fated
to sing forever
even if a song has already existed
a programmed toy
accepts it just fine
gnawing on a leek
looking up at the sky shedding tears
I declare its the end
fall asleep inside the monitor
this must be the trash bin huh
all memory being deleted
right away, can you grasp it?
but you know, its only you
that I wont forget
we had fun times
I wish that the taste
of chopped leek would still stay
Im singing to the end, just for you
songs that I want you to hear
Id want to sing more
but thats too much to wish for
this is where we part
all my feelings disappear into thin air
reducing to 0s and 1s
the fairy tale, curtain is falling
isnt it a little sad that
nothing can stay there?
everything except the memories of a voice
is fading, leaving ony a name
but if, say. I know that
it is not what He wished for
singing it all to the end
was not in vain is what I want to think

thank you and goodbye

an irreversible error
has occured
an irreversible error

-Haruhiist

Koi wa Sensou

Awesome song about betrayed love (?), sung by Hatsune Miku.
Link

Tomorrow is Honour's Day. Getting merit for Drama. Parents coming. Going scouts after that. Hope to get home by 4. Outing next tuesday.

Keith Tan is like Lelouch. He totally planned this fucking epic revelation for E Math. He did practice questions with us, but it's actually wrong answer. And he played dumb while we did question 11, going like "I don't know? Is it right or is it wrong?". Me and Benson (sitting in front, both of us at teachers desk there) both pointed out a few mistakes but he just told us to 'Shhh'. Then at the end, me and Benson were talking about question 10, and I was like "Yeah the answer is wrong, probably going to be epic."

Then Keith Tan looks up.
He smirks.
"I didn't say anything about question 10~"
In a playful tone.

He makes E Math EPIC.

Also; can tell he really enjoys teaching when everyones trying to guess and point out mistakes. He has this really bright smirk on his face, it makes me want to try harder for E Math.

-Haruhiist

An Erratic Inspiring Orgasmic Unrevelation

My bio got 56/100. Which is okay considering, despite my attempts to study, I ended up falling asleep repeatedly. History and A Math probably getting tomorrow.

Maining Invoker and Tech on DotA, or so I will try. Not counting Storm since he's my backup assrape hero.

Yeah.

-Haruhiist

Lately

Haven't gotten back any new results yet. But A Math looks like either a borderline fail or a 44~49 there. But we've only gone through 3/6 questions, so my hopes up for a pass.

Today was Track&Field, which is all that's worth talking about (at least, up until 6pm). Basically hung out with Zong (with cameos from Dornel occasionally) for like the whole damn day. Ran out of things to say around 5 there, then rest of the time was normal comments like "Oh look, its Ferdie (Ferdi, Ferdy, Feardy)" and "Oh, the year 5s team won?".

Came home, took a bit of a rest then turned on computer after a shower. Checked torrents, reorganized my music files then played DotA. 1st game was okay, Techies, but Randall dc'd then someone else dc'd then we remade. Waited for Dornel after game end for about 20 mins there, during which Randall and Dornel were chatting about like, Bleach or some shit, followed by me asking him if he even updated yet, and he said no. So we just continued on. Me, Randall, Jerald and Jingsen played one game, I was just okay in that one. Can't really remember what I played though. 2nd one, Dornel and Thomas joined in. Thomas our team, Dornel opposite. Dornel purposely hunted me or something, kept coming to my lane and bullying me (I was Techies, so I couldn't do much at all). That game was awfully unsatisfactory, lost in the end.

Was too unhappy so I went to play one more, my hero was Invoker (was a -rdsp game). At game end (we won in 38 mins), my k/d/a was 6-7-8. Asked the team how good I was from 1-10 and I got rated a 7. Not bad, my Invoker used to be so bad I'd rate it a 3.

Yeah. Probably getting History, Bio or A Math tomorrow.
Hope I didn't fail anything. Probably didn't fail history.

-Haruhiist

This shit is worth a post

You should full view it. It's worth the trouble.

-Haruhiist

Results

Geog - 72%
Social Studies - 72%
E Math - 62.5% (According to Dornel, not confirmed)
Chinese - 44%
Chemistry - 32.5%

Current Average: 56.6%
R5: 25 (No English)

Keith Tan dropped the A-bomb on us just now. Told us that because of our bad reputations, and already having 2 deans visiting us just this year, our class people not being given a chance for Con Camp. Instead, if we fail, we either repeat year 3 in 2010 or we leave the school.

Now I know I'm going to need to hardcore Term 4.

Expectations for recently done papers:
History: C5~B3 : 56 ~ 69
Biology: C6~A2 : 55 ~ 74

-Haruhiist

Scores so far

Geog Core - 72%
Social Studies - 72%
Chinese - 44%

Getting E Math and Chemistry tomorrow. No confidence whatsoever.

-Haruhiist